Boredom

I've really been struggling with boredom, depression, and loneliness for the past couple of weeks. Tonight, I'm home alone. Generally, I don't mind it....I even like it. But, tonight I'm just thinking of how "alone" I actually am. Although I have friends, they're not friends who I actually go do anything with. I have no best friend. I have no boyfriend, really. I don't even have any pets...except for two cats who stay outside. Oh, I do have a hamster...but she doesn't like me much. I can't remember the last time I went to dinner with a girlfriend. Oh, yes I do. It was several months ago. The last movie I saw with a friend was that Will Smith movie...I Am Legend. That was in 2007. I think it's been that long since I had an actual date too. I could get dressed and go out...but where is "out"? The bar? I don't know anyone there. And now that I'm dieting...I can't even get in the car and go grab a burger and coke. At least that would help pass some time. I'm just sitting here, facebooking, blogging, and sittin' on my ass - bored outta my skin. It's 9:46 p.m. on Saturday night. I guess I'll just go to bed. G'nite.