Starting Over (Again)

I just opened this page for the first time since January when I pledged to start over and get back to my weight loss and back to blogging (journaling).  Let me just say....I didn't do a thing I said I was going to do and I gained more weight.

But, last night, I joined Weight Watchers.  Not Weight Watchers Online.  Not "I-know-how-to-do-it-so-I'll-do-it-on-my-own" Weight Watchers.  I went to my first meeting in several years and it felt great.  I weighed in at 333.4 lbs. which is not good at all, but it was not surprising since I had watched my weight climb weekly on the scales at home.  But it didn't sadden me.  I was so excited to be there. 

I'm exhausted tonight....so, I'll  be brief.  Just came to note that TODAY I began again.  I've stayed within my points allowance.  I made some wise choices (like opting to cancel a pre-planned lunch date at Chili's) because it was not how I wanted to treat my body.....eating those bizzillion points.  I walked for 10 minites.  It was the first walk I had taken since I hurt my back in December.  It about killed me....but it felt great just "doing" it! 

I made a tiny list last night of the daily goals I wanted to strive for this week.  DAY ONE.....ALL GOALS MET!  .... and I shall sleep sweet.

Goodnight.