I've never weighed so much. 348 as of a couple of days ago. So out of control. And sick. Always sick now. Sluggish. Mobility is becoming affected....I mean like putting on my panties is tough sometimes. I'm disgusted with myself. Hate myself for what I've become. I fear that it will only get worse. I had blood work done on Monday and will be getting the results of the tests later on this afternoon. A little (a lot) scared to hear the results. Pretty sure I've played roulette with my health for too long. Not sure why I still post to this blog except that it's the only friend I have sometimes.
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This is a journey which began 9/11/09. Reaching a peak weight of 328.8 lbs at 44 years old brought me to tears and brought me to the mindset where I was ready for change! Here, I'll document that journey to freedom from food addiction and self-destructive behaviors - with (sometimes brutal) honesty!
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